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Ch21 P22
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Ch21 P22

by Gina Biggs on February 22, 2022 at 6:00 am
Chapter: Chapter 21
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  1. Zach
    February 22, 2022, 6:36 am | # | Reply

    Mom’s overreaching like some sort of amateur. Abagail is way more comfortable calling out her mom on her lies than I’d thought she’d be. Here’s hoping she cuts her off outright with the only condition of repeal being if she can successfully clean up the mess she’s made. And then cut her off anyway.

  2. Lily
    February 22, 2022, 7:52 am | # | Reply

    Okay, now we get the pitchforks.

    • Hiii
      February 28, 2022, 11:50 am | # | Reply

      Got ‘em right here.

  3. Ellie
    February 22, 2022, 8:14 am | # | Reply

    It’s nice to see how Abeille isn’t falling for her mothers usual manipulative methods and is able to stand up for herself and assert that she’s happy with her current life/Miel. The fears that Amaryllis expresses seems like they might be founded in genuine feelings, but she’s so caught up in her own perspective of things that she can’t consider someone elses. Her words are quite ironic, since the only person that is currently hurting her daughter is Amaryllis herself.

  4. Woof
    February 22, 2022, 9:01 am | # | Reply

    “Time every journey to bump into you accidentally
    I charm you and tell you of the boys I hate, all the girls I hate
    All the words I hate, all the clothes I hate
    How I’ll never be anything I hate
    You smile, mention something that you like
    Oh, how you’d have a happy life if you did the things you like” – Franz Ferdinand… and Amaryllis Aparently

    • Crane
      February 22, 2022, 12:59 pm | # | Reply

      That’s a beautiful quote. Bitter.

    • ceili
      February 22, 2022, 11:58 pm | # | Reply

      read this and spent waaaay too long thinking “…the Archduke??”

      • maggie
        February 23, 2022, 4:35 pm | # | Reply

        hard same ?

  5. ^^;
    February 22, 2022, 9:47 am | # | Reply

    Not to make a very trivial point in this heavy conversation but *technically* she’s much less likely to end up like Evette on the warm planet than going back to the cold one :p

    • Leila
      February 22, 2022, 1:10 pm | # | Reply

      You’re not wrong.

    • Crane
      February 22, 2022, 5:25 pm | # | Reply

      I’m laughing dkjfks

    • Mish
      February 23, 2022, 11:24 am | # | Reply

      LOL

    • Th
      February 24, 2022, 2:15 pm | # | Reply

      This is an extremely valid point, lol

  6. Z
    February 22, 2022, 9:56 am | # | Reply

    Abeille is handling this very well. Good job. Mom is pulling out all the stops and Abeille is falling for none of it.

    • Crane
      February 22, 2022, 12:58 pm | # | Reply

      Right? She’s pulling out every trick she can. We’re headed for a meltdown soon, once she realizes none of them are going to work anymore.

  7. LABT
    February 22, 2022, 11:08 am | # | Reply

    That unimpressed face in panel 3 is everything. That’s right, girl, you are seeing her for the unmoored drama-llama she is!

  8. SIippy Slidey
    February 22, 2022, 3:54 pm | # | Reply

    Good on Abeille for not falling for her mom’s tricks, especially the low blow of bringing up Evette. Though I’m worried that she’s about to use her husband as her get out of jail free card right now.

    • Jenny
      February 22, 2022, 9:46 pm | # | Reply

      Maybe or maybe Mallow might surprise us by showing some backbone at long last, especially if he’s having to pick a side between his daughter and his wife.

  9. Kenned Doll
    February 22, 2022, 6:41 pm | # | Reply

    “Mom, you’re not listening”, could be the start of a bad turn, since it’s like asking her to discuss the situation. And with Mallow showing up, it might be that that is more likely. But, I hope not.

    Mallow standing up for Abeille would be great.

  10. QueenSalis
    February 22, 2022, 7:02 pm | # | Reply

    “You only think you’re happy.”

    What.

  11. Tiffany
    February 22, 2022, 8:11 pm | # | Reply

    Okay Mallow, I hope you step up to the plate and finally stand up to your wife.

    • Jack
      February 23, 2022, 7:39 pm | # | Reply

      I feel like instead, he going to try and defuse the situation. Do an “ok, we’re all upset, maybe we can talk about this later?” thing or a “You’re both adults and you can’t make her leave but she should try and understand how upset you are” or some other platitude BS. I do hope he stand up to her, or protects Abeille in some way, even if it’s a simple “she’s an adult and it’s her voice” to that woman…but we will see. I truly hope you are right.

  12. k-chan
    February 22, 2022, 8:48 pm | # | Reply

    Anyone else notice how Amaryllis is all “I, I, I”? “I’m trying…I gave…I can’t” and telling Abeille what she should feel and do? Also the black and white “you NEVER” thinking. Classic.

    Bringing up Evette is a crap tactic anyway – it’s emotional but not logical. For one, Monotropa’s general environment is much less inherently hazardous; secondly, we know that Evette was the “golden child” and that didn’t protect her. IMO, if Abeille turns it on Amaryllis that’d be great – “Yeah, I’m not as good as Evette to you. Maybe I contributed to what happened. Guess you oughta leave me for that! BYYYYYE”

    Abeille will never get Amaryllis to see or accept that Abeille is capable of running her own life and having a different plan than her mother. I hope she’s able to let go of having understanding from her parent(s).

  13. Jenny
    February 22, 2022, 10:05 pm | # | Reply

    Amaryllis is running out of moves for her mind games and Abeille is done being mess around by her cheap tricks now! Things are about to get real here!

  14. Shio
    February 22, 2022, 11:26 pm | # | Reply

    Obviously Amaryllis is exaggerating, but I do have to wonder if she’s properly mourned for her daughter or if she just shoved it all down. Maybe there’s a lot of guilt talking? Although she seemed to have been overbearing before Evette died.
    What does she want Abeille to do anyway? A job she wants on her schedule?

    • Crane
      February 23, 2022, 10:38 am | # | Reply

      She wants her old doormat back.

  15. Wren
    February 23, 2022, 2:11 am | # | Reply

    Good lord, Amaryllis, any more gaslighting and you’re gonna set the whole PLANET on fire.

  16. Miscy
    February 23, 2022, 4:25 am | # | Reply

    Ah yes the classic narcissist.

  17. DrDucko
    February 23, 2022, 9:04 am | # | Reply

    Not usually a commenter… Been reading your work since Red String (wonderful by the way!). But wanted to say, this is one of the more spot-on depictions of narcissistic personality disorder I’ve read in comics. Had a family member with this. This whole scene is putting my teeth on edge; I feel like I can hear all this in her voice. Excellent, if scary, writing. If your readers are encountering anything like this in their own lives, I hope this is a sign for them to talk to someone. Having someone with NPD in your family is devastating.

    • Mish
      February 23, 2022, 11:25 am | # | Reply

      Her mom is seriously the poster child of narcissist personality disorder.

    • Alerie
      February 24, 2022, 3:16 am | # | Reply

      Therapist here, agree 100%

    • Fyora
      February 24, 2022, 6:30 pm | # | Reply

      100% agree. I grew up with a family member like this as well, and I read this comic precisely because it’s such a startlingly accurate depiction. It’s often hard for me to read as a result, but I want to see Abeille do what I struggle to do, as inspiration for me to do what I need to do.

  18. Mish
    February 23, 2022, 11:27 am | # | Reply

    oh, and also… Mr. Mallow is just as much to blame since he never does sh** about his wife’s nonsense… silence is support/acceptance.

  19. PuMa
    February 23, 2022, 5:42 pm | # | Reply

    I hope Mallow gets an arc where he grows a spine and defends Abeille, refusing to bend for Amaryllis any further. He lost one daughter–he refused to lose another.

  20. Ashe
    February 23, 2022, 9:52 pm | # | Reply

    Abeille has grown and learned to love herself and accepts that she’ll never be what Amaryllis expects her to be. She’s also learned that though she’s made mistakes (including the one that killed her sister), she’s *still* a person worthy of love and, more importantly, respect. Abeille has taken her grief and made it into a life I bet Evette would have been proud of.

    Amaryllis is a child, in comparison. But then, that’s the way of the narcissistic mother. What upsets Amaryllis most is not that Abeille has become independent. It’s that, in her perception, her only surviving child’s “bad behavior” reflects poorly upon her, especially since Abeille hasn’t been at home to be abused so Amaryllis can show *everybody else* that she’s punishing the Bad Seed.

    And, no, I doubt Amaryllis will ever properly grieve over the loss of either of her daughters. She’s too busy blaming the one for the death of the other, and that kind of mindset doesn’t permit the kind of healing which grieving promotes.

  21. wavewright62
    February 24, 2022, 12:47 am | # | Reply

    Amaryllis claims that Abeille is on a track to end up like Evette if she “keeps going like this”. Um, Evette was an obedient and studious citizen who would never be caught doing something as scandalous as being caught touching someone in public, but who is now dead. I hope Abeille calls her out on the obvious flaw in her logic. May Mallow will. (Maybe the tree guardians will barbecue those flying pigs.)

  22. A Nonny Mouse
    February 24, 2022, 1:01 am | # | Reply

    And now I’m 100% convinced Gina knows my mother because Amaryllis is a candy-colored clone of my mother. This is one of her favorite moves when we argue – if I have the nerve to fight back, she immediately gets weepy and tries to guilt trip me for “making her feel bad, when she’s /just trying to help me/”. It’s on her album of greatest hits, along with “I don’t remember ever saying/doing that” and “I don’t understand why you’re crying after I just verbally destroyed you”.

  23. Bleuryder
    February 24, 2022, 6:15 am | # | Reply

    I hope Abeille snaps and says to her that technically (and I don’t agree, mind you.) SHE is “the bad influence” on Miel, and NOT the other way around. I mean, Abeille is the one who suggested touching and Miel went with it until it formed a very loving relationship that was good for both of them.

    The mom probably won’t believe her, but whatever. It would still be hilarious to see. As for Abeille, she needs to cutoff her mom ASAP. She shouldn’t worry about that though. Mel has enough amazing moms to go around.

  24. Kaizoman
    February 24, 2022, 11:09 am | # | Reply

    Narcissistic gaslighting parents be the worst.

  25. Toz
    February 24, 2022, 4:31 pm | # | Reply

    I love how Abeille’s dad is just pulling a Don Glover in the doorway. Just need everything to be on fire.

  26. ehrgeiz0
    February 26, 2022, 4:15 pm | # | Reply

    Since her mom thrives on conflict and getting her way, the best thing to do is just walk away and don’t look back.

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